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The answer is right in front of me ...
Yet I still cannot make myself ... uggghhh ...
I'm tired of hearing the same shit from myself ...
I'm confused and so annoying ...
My head is always not there ...
I'm everywhere that leads to nowhere ...
Just like my life ... nothing ...
Lets look at logic or something reasonable shall we ...
My life is a mess ...
I'm all alone ...
I am pathetic ...
happiness or sadness? i really don't think this is a smart question ...
but hey, where am i? ...
do i still have time ?? ...
do i still have myself should be the first question?? ...
am i alive ?? ...
or do i just need company ?? ...
love or pain? again a not so smart question, mainly because you will always have both ....
I am scared and pointless ...
I am dumb and ugly ...
I am pathetic and weird ...
I am foolish and ... ugly again ...
wow! my self esteem is really at its peak right now ...
life is all about the music ...
if its not in harmony that is what we call noise ...
if it is all good, thats just perfect ...
but nothing is perfect ...
so we are just all living in noise, scarcity and disappointments ...
its hard to be in this state of something ...
i am being eaten alive by my own confusion ...
my sanity is almost about to break ...
newsflash!!! i don't need to be happy ...
as long as i give happiness that will be all for me ...


i am sleepy, my vision is blurred ... ow shit, its just tears ...