Whats happening???

I have no idea what is happening right now

one day I was full of hope and full of inspiration

but now everything is crumbling ...

but everything will come back the day she calls me back again ...




I am very afraid ... afraid of what going to happen ...
but this is fate we are talking about ...
we cannot challenge fate ... (based on my personal perception)

just like time, we cannot challenge it ...
the best way to surpass time is to be able to understand it ...


Rolan, talk with sense ... you have no idea what you are talking about

This is so new to me

How I wish life could be much simpler
I tried my life with that but every simple figure has a complex composition

I want to be reborn
I want to be new
I want to be less of who I am before
I want to be more of what I am right now

I am much better now, well what I mean is I am a better person
A person who understands things and learns how to control what is inside of me
Though this is not the person that I choose to be or wanted before
But it seems that some things are not meant to be done ... just thought of ...

I cannot dunk ....