You are successful

You are successful for inflicting me the pain ...
You are successful for giving me the worst pain a man can ever receive ...
You are successful for having my love ...
You are successful for giving me happiness ...
You are successful for letting me having the warmth of joy ...
You are successful for having me enjoy your company ...

You are successful on giving you my all ... for loving you ...

You are successful for letting me know that you love me with all your heart ...

But what is this love that is meant for me, if the love i have given and the love that you have reciprocated cannot vanquish the pain that lives upon my chest ...

This hatred that has been poisoning my reasoning and my being a man ...

Now my self worth is no more ...
Now my sense of being rational is no more ...
Now my heart is yearning for an answer on how to get rid of this pain ...

Now I am questioning myself ...

Was it really worth it??? Was it real???
Indeed the man's past is the equivalent of his present ...

I am currently miserable and is currently being haunted of what has happened before ...
This might have been my choice ... or is it ???

The pain has been overwhelming that I don't know that I have the option to be happy ...

But yet your still standing there waiting for something I don't know ...

You are successful ... Indeed you are ...
You are successful on reminding me that life is as hard as ever ...

And this is all a product of you simple LIE ...
Indeed you are successful for inflicting me the pain ...
You are successful for hurting me the worst possible way ...