Friday, February 25, 2011

Pano kung ???

Grabe dami kong narinig ngayon ... tungkol sa work and everything ....

ang worth ilagay dito ....

Paano kung !! ??


its not ideal na mangyari ... pero ... paano kung !! ??


paano kung yung mahal mo ng sobra ... eh nagmahal ng iba (ginandahan ko na lang yung term kasi ... puro sex yung usapan ... in fairness use your imagination)


sinabi ko na lang basta mahal mo ... mahal mo ...


sabi nung kasama ko .... basta para mawala yung sakit maiintindihan nung isa yung ginawa mo ... kasi nasaktan ka nga ...


tagal ko ng gustong marinig yun sa isang tao, ngayon ko lang narinig .... kung kelan lahat na ng ginagawa ko eh tama ...


regarding discrimination, they are not really discriminate, they only know that Im a funny guy and I know more that what I am saying, which is actually true but with some flaws ....


I was never the bad guy (in my opinion) ... I never .... ever ... did anything that would involve another person ...


pakshet, minsan na nga lang ako mangdamay ng ibang tao nanakit pa ako .... hindi ko sya dinamay dahil gusto ko .... akala ko lang kasi .... kaya on that note ... wala akong karapatan maging tao .... nakasakit ako ng taong inosente ....



ang sama ko ... pero inisip ko ... sino masmasama ... yung taong pumindeho sa akin dati oh ako??? .... feeling ko pa rin ako .... kasi alam ko ginagawa ko ... I calculated everything and i mean everything .... but everything came shit eniweiz ....


Sa ngayon .... I'm queit, content and at peace .... looking at myself at the mirror ... im not perfect .... but i'm ... not sad ... if i'm not sad ... (well) ... then I am happy ....


I think I will not be able to teach this to my child ... these things have to be installed thoroughly .... nothing helps me more in my day to day activities than my schedule ... .... ....

I hope nothing else goes wrong ... I just hope that if something goes wrong, then it should happen to me ... because I deserve it ... I'm a prick ... I'm ignorant ... I'm worthless ... I'm .... not a person in general .... I'm just an obstacle on one's life ...


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I am me ....